Heartache

I don't know where I am exactly going with this post just yet so I just decided to write what I am feeling, under the title of heart ache.

Its sad when you feel like a kid. You have no voice, your constantly being controlled and feeling unappreciated.

I hate when you put all of your time and worth into a relationship and your waiting for the other half of the relationship to catch up, knowing that it will never do that.

It seems the only thing that is keeping me sane is my kid. She doesn't have a worry in the world. She gets her feelings hurt and I am not the one to judge exactly how that feels because I'm not in her mind or heart... What I do know is that I don't ever want her to feel what I am feeling right now.

A woman's heart is so fragile. Its vulnerable and so open. A man seems like they don't have a heart...they don't have feelings or emotions. They don't cry. They don't contemplate a woman's heart or feelings. They just flow through the relationship without any concerns. The strongest thing a man puts into a relationship is the fall back plan of when they do get out of the relationship. Its pathetic.

I hate the feeling of depression. The feeling they throw on you while they sit back and smile like they rule the world.

Is there anything to do about that?